Yes we are young and troubled

December 19th 2013
1:33 AM
Thursday


It's after the midnight and also its the night before the ever famous mathematics exams. I studied for about 8 hours likely, of course with short breaks and all, but just that's it. Now currently at the moment I'm feeling so much overflowed with stuff. Its like I can't take a sip more of this insanity. I had to just revise but OH MY GOD, I can't begin to touch the book. I'm so full. Now I had the option to either full my tummy and sleep or go to the web, write something and feel relief! I don't know, I wanna see some dancing. Yeah I definitely want that.

God I wish I could just relax.
I don't have much to say now.
Achha haan, my sister just blabbered something in her sleep.

PS Something interesting that caught my attention today - Destruction is a form of creation.
Isn't that something?

To improve is to Change, To be perfect is to change often.

11-07-2013

1102 hours

Monday 

Starting my entry with a Winston Churchill quote? Seems quite cool to me. I haven't read any Winston Churchill's published works, though I would love to give a read. Only a few days back did I get to know about his role during the famous Adolf Hitler phase. Enough with that. I've been spending quite lot of time with family these days. Not that I did not do that earlier just that now I don't have a deadline of any kind!

Another good thing is that my youngest cousins are back in India for there summer vacations. Its such a joy to talk to them.

This phase, this school ending phase had been really hard on me in terms of almost everything. My methods to deal with this remained constant for a while but not for long. See if something goes wrong once, twice or may be thrice you would think of giving another shot and you know, not giving up. But if something goes wrong for as many as 11 times, you have to understand there is something that you're doing wrong or may be your doing the same thing again and again and not changing your ways, your methods of solving the problem. Trying to think of another way and more ways different than your last way would definitely be a game changer!

PS:  A Life spent doing mistakes is not only more honorable but more useful than a life doing nothing. Oh Georgee! You're such a brainy !  

Got my Groove Back ♫♫

23-06-2013
23:45 Hours
Sunday

Well, Well ! Back from the dirty business of "studying to get into a college". Its been days since I gave my last exam. & my score of passing those exams that I gave is pretty much in my against rather than being in favor , even after all the studying I put in for about 1 and a half years, I'd say. Anyways, Yesterday's History and Tomorrow's a Mystery! & Today is a gift, That's why its called the "Present" :) - Has become my motto for that every horrendous day I'd see my results.

Nevertheless I've got my groove back because, you know, its my Summer Holidays! - With NO HOMEWORK OR STUDIES?? "What?" NO STUDIES,YEAH! Been waiting for this time for what it feels like a century! I got to get acquainted with my hidden desire for really great Hard Rock! I got to do painting and drawing again. Well that is something!! & I got to play guitar. Even if i suck at it, it gives me that "strive to drive" force to learn playing on it. & People- I really am trying!

I do remember this George Bernard Shaw quote, I heard somewhere that has nothing to do with this entry which goes like " There are two tragedies in life, one is to lose your heart's desire and other is to gain it." Undoubtedly goes with a very deep meaning,& was ringing in my head for quite a while. Don't know why!

& I thought that when school will end its all gonna be a piece of cake!

26-04-2013
2350 Hours

So it was a normal day once again until i realized it was an entrance exam tomorrow. Ever since I wrecked my JEE MAINS, the most important exam, I'm almost feeling like not studying at all as it gets nothing..Well somewhere my subconscious hopes that is not true and i get into a decent college after all. Never thought i'd actually had to be responsible for my future, you know? When did I Started becoming responsible for my future..my parents used to do that. Never the less i think I'll revise somethings on my way to the exam center. Can't wait for the day when all of this "Get into a good college" will be over!

Goodnight to all the people who wonder the same stuff like me.

After all there is always someone in some part of the world who is doing or maybe, thinking the same thing I'm doing right now :-)

Dreading of the question : Are you on facebook?

25-04-2013
1537Hours


So i have decided to leave facebook..i hope this time for real..This has nothing to do with what's been happening with me since the past 3 years..but does has something to do with my really weird experiences with people in all those 3 years..Ever since the internet got connected at my place for the first time..i've been on FB.Brought a lot of my family people on facebook too but lately i feel like it's getting weirder and sort of annoying.

Kinda sad it is ..how my cousins would post on facebook wall rather than calling or texting me.. Or how some people i barrely spoke to in school would give me advices on how to manage the difficulties of life. I've learnt so much from facebook..so yes i just checked out some google results on people who don't have a Facebook account.Shocking results i must say, and some of them are very true and impressive. & Its not just about Facebook..even with this new mobile phone app :Whatsapp..I don't know how many people have asked me this question? I own a very boring 15$ phone..even if i master my current engineering skills i can't update it to that extent !

Some people really put up great views and made my mind to leave facebook for good. I really need to have friends who call me, meet me and don't ask me "online" about how i am doing.
I hope it ends well :)